Might re-make my blog or remove myself from the internet completly

I feel like I care too much about particular things/people but people read it as clingy & irritating but I don’t mean it like that but then I care too little about other things so people jump to the conclusion I’m ignorant & self centered. I’ll never win :-( :-(

I went to motel in Australia and it was like one of the ones you see on poorly made horror films and the bedding and the sofa matched, along with everything else in the few ignored rooms and it rained because we were in Melbourne and the pool was really durty. And the shower was AWFUL and I hate hate hate hate hated the shower.